Penpal With Me: Outgoing Snail Mail

my style is often described as eccentric and dark. I let that shine for this diy envelope

david bowie black star vibes for the inside of the envelope

 

a little good luck wish

a kind of spell

A letter and a few extras on it's way



my pretties!

wax seals are nice, aren't they?

Portrait Sketching - INKTOBER 2019 Prep

Like a bat shivering across the sky, or a headless horseman wielding an axe to the thunder of hooves, October is fast approaching. And it's Spooky season. It's almost time for Inktober.

Did you know, Inktober is in it's tenth year? It's creator, artist Jake Parker originally undertook the 30-day drawing challenge back in 2009. I think I completed it first in 2016, and I'm pleased to notice my work has improved considerably since then. I like to make sure my illustrations have a dark tone - always, but particularly now. I have followed Mab Graves' Drawlloween prompts in the past, but for Inktober 2019 I'm going my own way. I think I'm going to loosely focus on monsters and villains.

The big secret is, nobody really has time to do one drawing a day. Or at least, I certainly don't. So I'm using September to get ahead, and here I have some sneaky peeks of my sketches.

Every few years I get obsessed with something. Lately, I've become besotted with the romantic comedy horror show that ran from 2013 - 2016, Bryan Fuller's Hannibal. I had strong resistance to horror as a whole genre before I watched this show. But Bryan Fuller's engagement with horror has changed my perspective. (And Mads Mikkelsen's face has changed my life, I'm not even joking.)

I am going to make a zine called "ALL THE TIMES I FAILED MADS FACE" and it's going to be a 300 page collection of all the really bad, horrendous failed attempts I have made trying to get a likeness of my beloved Mads Mikkelsen. He is so handsome, but also kind of a freak. Very difficult to render, can confirm.



HANNIBAL/WILL. My ship is canon. #FANNIBALFAMILYFOREVER. Imagine casting these two beaut's and having them appear in front of each other for three years. Bryan Fuller is like a kind of Christ, I adore him and light a candle for him and wish him the very best for the rest of his life.

Henry Spencer and Laura Palmer obviously do not count as monsters or villains, but they definitely sit within the horror genre, and I couldn't touch on it without having some of my favourite Lynch characters in the series.



Lynchian weirdos, huzzah! It's only now that I noticed Laura's right eye is too big.  Shout out to pencil for being erasable! You da best.

Hannibal is nothing without Will Graham. I am 100% in it for Hannigram. Will likes fishing and rescuing stray dogs and has social anxiety and he's kind of a Baby. And his face alone could kill.




I'm including all of my favourite vintage monsters. Here's Bela Lugosi as Dracula. There's an amazing podcast I'm obsessed with called You Must Remember This - it's about 'the secret history of Hollywood's first century'. I loved the episode on Mr Lugosi. Click for it HERE.



I don't have a favourite Dracula. I even like the one in Hotel Transylvannia. Just give me well dressed Vampires all day, everyday.

BETTE DAVIS IS QUEEN OF EVERYTHING. If you don't agree we cannot be friends.


I am DELIGHTED by how scary this Baby Jane Bette Davis has turned out. Holy mackeral, I'm getting shudders every time I turn the paper over and remember I drew it.

That's enough spoilers. I'm a little bit scared to do the actual inking bit, not gonna lie. But lo, God did, himself, design a pen and bestow it unto man. And from the vicious nib, a swell of pitchest, blackest, liquid essence did gushingly surge. And Amy Len did take this pen tool of divine intent and lustily she did unto herself connsumate a series of markings upon the dried pulp of a glorious tree, and uponst the refined and perfect sheet of virtuous and shining white colour she did make a drawn image upon which you and any person might gaze. Strap in.

MANY MOONS a poetry, fiction and photography zine

Many Moons - Poetry, Fiction and Photography Zine

A collection of my original poetry, fiction and photography.

Many Moons features some semi-autobiographical content and themes of grief and loss.

Printed on off white linen paper with a high white 160g cover.

I actually finished this last year, but I had an extreme attack of self-consciousness immediately after finishing it and wondered why I could possibly think it was a good idea to share my highly personal written work.  

a flash fiction story and some photographs

I had completely forgotten about its existence, but I just found it in a box and flipped through it and I didn't hate it. It's emotional and sad, and I think anything that looks like the outward expression of emotion sends me into a tail spin. But I'm fighting through that. And seeing what it's like to be proud of myself and my work instead. I mean, why not? 

only true goths are allowed to read it, okay? type in your True Goth membership number at checkout

You can find it HERE.

Outgoing Snail Mail: UK Penpals Wanted

Outgoing snail mail to a UK Penpal.

I always wanted penpals when I was a child. I used to send elaborate letters to my friends, but I don't think they appreciated them. Or if they did, they couldn't possibly match my enthusiasm. When I was younger I was too anxious to reach out and make contact with random people on the internet and give them my address. I think I might have started World War 3 if my parents had seen a letter from a stranger land on the doormat. But I'm not little anymore. I've been enjoying journaling and planning, and following this path through the interwebs has lead me to the penpalling community! What could be more exciting then aesthetically pleasing notes sent to your IG mutuals? To a nerd like me, not much.

Assembling supplies and inspirational artefacts

I'm learning more and more how pleasing aesthetics nourish me. I don't use all the supplies, but as a stationary addict, I like to be surrounded and immersed in ink and paper and shiny things.

These are cuttings  and petals from my garden

I snipped some strawberry leaves, a fever few flower, some lavender, rosemary, a bloom from a head of hydrangea and some sweet pea petals. I parcelled them up. They're like a spell or a wish.

Gorgeous petal pink cotton rag paper, magical by default

Sealing wax with my initial

I have had this red sealing wax since I was about 12. I remember buying it on one of my first trips alone to Brighton. There's an amazing stationers on Sydney Street in the North Laines called Pen to Paper. I'm always delighted it's still there when so many of my favourite shops and cafes have ceased to exist. I have almost never had a reason to use it. I always scold myself on hot wax, but I maintain that it's worth it.




Harry Potter aesthetics. I'm a Ravenclaw if you wanted to know, although I do love Slytherin. Naturally I include feathers and stars.

Here's the final letter.

A drawing from a test print of an old zine, a folded star, sprayed gold, a paper letter and a playlist. A good start.

travel safely

And off it goes! I hope it made the post persons day. And Marta's, of course. I'm so excited to send some more.